I go to bed by midnight I wake up again at 4:00 I read a while Then try to sleep some more But by 6:00 AM I'm gone again Lost in the logic of despair Cause you just can't reason with someone Who ain't even there I been right about the reasons This bein? right is getting nowhere And it's time for movin? on I'm letting go of the anger I been holding in my heart I'm letting go of the bitterness That's tearin? me apart It's time to give us both the forgiveness I couldn't give before I don't want to hate you anymore I loved you for your honesty Now I hate you for your lies Still I just don't see the wisdom in goodbye So I'll put my fears in a letter of tears I guess I never intended to send The future's hard to believe in if I can't even see the end There are no easy answers It's just a fact of life You know somebody's always leavin? Somebody's always left behind I'm letting go of the anger I been holding in my heart I'm letting go of the bitterness That's tearin? me apart It's time to give us both the forgiveness I couldn't give before I don't want to hate you anymore One by one and day by day I'm getting? stronger It ain't about you any longer It's about tryin? to save my soul I don't want to hate you anymore Argue or debate you I don't want to hate you anymore