KeneddyTheDon - Life of a Dying Soul lyrics

[Bridge] Strugglin' through real life, I could never an*lyze why we love to antagonize Looking back at my life, I could never realize all I ever did was just criticize everything I did And in the end, I never was at rest, no My lifeline is drippin' fast Ain't no time to waste Go on'n hit the gas [Hook] I need a new meaning for my life, doin' it for my soul (for my soul) This ain't no way to live, these walls is cavin' in (cavin' in) I'm breakin' out Bussin' free, feels like my life has just begun No more toxic relations, 'cause my soul is on the verge of destruction [Verse] The fragrance of d**h is drawing close It's an aroma with which I'm really familiar Hardly close, though Oh, so photogenic when I have to be It's a masterpiece how I put on a façade like I'm happily livin' This masquerade is not meant to deviate from the truth I mean, it is, but simultaneously, I'm seen as the youth As though my sentiments are fraudulent; they're mistaken for stress Too young to be calling quits, and too young to feel like I'm worthless I'm looking to make ends meet, but do I compete to the next man? Would I make it as a contestant? You see, these are not ordinary questions to ask about yourself As if your wealth is less than a plastic belt You wanna be seeking help, but you know that it won't help So you lie Runnin' forever, never to seek refuge How long will I keep up this subterfuge? I'm self-destructing as I construct these lines with no hue of emotion I'm coasting along on the sidelines Subliminal guidelines on living with a dying soul