They ask me why i'm so miserable It could be what you guy's put me through No more will i feel pain I'll never be the same, as i once was I came into the game too show you's what you did You'll see soon enough Or you'll feel what i felt All the years of sadness and madness is finally adding up But i'm happy for what went down my hole life It taught me to be strong and too think for who really cares It tared me apart inside Had thoughts of leaving just too see who'd really cry And this is my good-bye too the haters and too hell to living life But how am i suppose to live with out my mom that pa**ed back in 07 I'll see you soon enough mom back in heaven