Ken Tizzard - Laugher lyrics

I'm feeling sort of playground now My brush is co*ked and colored The sounds are running rampant The love it can only be discovered in me I wish they'd stop around sometimes I think the bucks are cheap enough My mother died ahead of me From then and every standing up, take it from me I'm not falling down And I don't know why You'd talk me down 'Cause I'm a good laugher Good evening boy, I'll be your fairy You may even try me on again So happy to be alive today Tomorrow starts to ride, take it from me I'm not falling down And I don't know why You'd talk me down 'Cause I really matter Long while ago, when the hell was breaking Stood a boy and girl quiet and wise Stood amongst the city burning A monster city turning As if to say, you're the cause of it all, all, all I'm not falling down And I don't know why You'd talk me down 'Cause I really matter A bent and ugly traveling man Who came in right ahead of me To walk a month's early waiting Yeah, wait 'til the summer I'm a chance for me to be I'm not falling down And I don't know why You'd talk me down But I'm really flattered I'm a good laugher I'm a good laugher I'm a good laugher