I choose my words Carefully Each one is a piece of me And I'm so afraid Of being misunderstood I choose my faces Thoughtfully While you think You've got a read on me Intended to be misunderstood Oh But why did I choose to be like this I'm standing here Completely wasted Are all these things predetermined To wreck me Completely wasted I choose my vices daringly Some may have a grip on me Befriended Oh to change my head I choose my lovers Cautiously Shame soaked eyes And secrecy Unamended But needy eagles fed Why did I choose to be like this I'm standing here Completely wasted Are all these things so determined To test me Completely wasted Na na na na na Why would I choose to be like this I'm standing here Completely wasted Is everything predetermined To shake me Completely wasted Oh But why did I choose to be like this I'm standing here Completely wasted Are all these things predetermined To wreck me Completely wasted Na na na na na