What I deserve is comfort for my shaken soul The water on my hands are tears from long ago And my skin let's it in it's always been too thin Since I can't remember when And oh what I deserve what I deserve what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve what I deserve what I deserve There's solace in this dusty earth and rocky hills Yeah but even starry skies can't mend my broken will And my blood doesn't pour there's nothing to bleed for I don't believe anymore And oh what I deserve what I deserve... Now I have done the best I can Oh but what I've done it's not who I am And oh what I deserve [ guitar ] Now time has left me feeling old and losing hope Hell I've walked a long way just to find the end of my rope And you say that I should pray well I would but my faith has strayed I don't belive I'll be saved And oh what I deserve what I deserve...