Kelly portis - IDK Y IDK lyrics

[verse ] Writing every day and every night ( uh huh ) Inspiration from the dark and the light ( uh huh) Ain't nobody tryna hear me so I fight With my hands behind my back and my foe has a knife I look at my life and add up the pain Divided by love but the math doesn't average up Stay in my lane go at my speed Follow the rules but the fines just keep piling up What do I do lord tell me If my enemies don't k** me then my then my low paying job will Money in my dreams fire in my heart From the very start everything so real So k** k** k** murder murder murder Sending people to early hell hit em with my burner Walking down the street feet hurt wish I had a ride On the bus so much pain when I walk inside I stay cool like February air Pick at my nappy hair write raps and then stare Into the world tryna figure what to do Everybody getting rich but nobody paying dues I been broke so long ( so long ) god damnit so long To the problems and all the people who start em Starting fresh new slate clean plate Ima mew man this is my probate What is my fate what is my purpose What will you feel when you let your heart heard this I mean what I say what I say is my bond But these days the economy bonds are so worthless We flow and we flow till the rivers no more From head to toe skin to the bone Mind to the heart, heart to the world This here is hard why I don't know In love with the pain we have a thing that can't be broken When will it change when will it rain the drought is scorching Burning my pa**ion and dragging it violently Tryna keep sanity hard as insanity Family first my homies is second Mess with the lineup and watch me go hectic I don't know why I don't know But I know that my will, will get a gold Will get a plaque will get me out of retail Will make the world see they flaws in detail Never sober my mind is drunk on thought of dying This ain't rap this me here just really trying To hold on from saying my so longs This prayer I hold on has continued to work Hurt me i want to see you just try Thirsty for life but why cry Why try to the guy why try to be the reason That everybody believing they can do better Tell me I really wanna know Really wanna go to place only you go I wanna see what you your thinking Let me get pa** in the soul hear it speaking Being broke laughed at and pa**ed over That's the motivation to get a Grammy Dirty clothes no love and cold shoulders So used to it that it became funny Pain is common that's what we share if feel alone Play this song and understand I'm also gone Tryna search for dark in all light I don't know why but it feel so right