Kelly portis - All I Ever Wanted lyrics

[Pre-Chorus/Poem: Blue Saint] As the moon shines, shines down to the ground All I ever seem to find , is a sea of wondrous light And I become ponderous, might, I add... (You know, sometimes we're not prepared for adversities) In the nights, I survive, through the lights that envelope my eyes And the skies pa** by, like a pa**erby pa**ing by, past a Pa**ive pasture, it casts it's eyes Like a flightless bird trying to fly I'm going to ride the very thoughts that I Will one day rule the skies Only the difference is I know I will And my ethereal features, will be that of a luminiferous aether Either you choose to believe or you choose to die, in spite But I know I'm right But what occurs when all, that you wished to occur doesn't occur? Has that thought ever chose to occur in your mind? [Chorus: Blue Saint and Chatterbox] All I ever wanted in my life, was erm Was to write, but um I feel wrong, but then, what is life? Without the strife, again? And the stars keep flickering They keep wondering, past Past my soul's window's gla** But perhaps, as a light fades Another one beams And as I find.. my dreams path I realise, all I ever wanted... [Verse: Blue Saint] All I ever wanted, was to find myself I lost the real me, now I'm tryna find my health To nurse myself, back to myself, but I need help I've found myself, knee deep, in current debts The troubles felt like they'd rumbled, up a step Got troubled steps, feel heat, from tumbled strength But what to do? When you look in the mirror, yet You find evil right in yourself Tryna, right yourself But I don't feel righteous yet Your in the Church, God can help But you feel hurt, cos of the stress It keeps bleeding, you yelp Your breathing, breeding, the stress It's eating, eating your flesh Your screaming, screaming? Correct For seasons, eons, and yes My life is unkempt... The skies, envelope my eyes And I find, myself looking in the light By the time, you read this divine Letter, it'd be the night And I'd of been alright Yes, I'd of been alright [Chorus: Blue Saint and Chatterbox] All I ever wanted in my life, was erm Was to write, but um I feel wrong, but then, what is life? Without the strife, again? And the stars keep flickering They keep wondering, past Past my soul's window's gla** But perhaps, as a light fades Another one beams And as I find.. my dreams path I realise, all I ever wanted... [Outro: Blue Saint] In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes In the nights, the skies envelope my eyes And I'm left standing alone.. Standing alone, in the very night That I've found are the homes for my dreams And my soul, it beams With delight, with delight, with sweet and utter delight