Kelly Clarkson - I Wish I Could Be Lonely Instead lyrics

I should have kissed you one last time I would have held you so much longer If I have known It would be the last time If I could forget you Make all these memories fade to grey I would rather not remember what I foolishly traded I think I might be missing you like you said I would I think I might have run away I'm the fool yeah I'm the fool I think I meant I love you now I said I don't care I wish I was just lonely instead I should have loved you more than I did Living without you and with your ghost and you voice always inside my head Yeah I couldn't see you and now I see you everyday but not with me It seems real' nice she makes you smile like you used to smile at me I think I might be missing you like you said I would I think I might have run away I'm the fool yeah I'm the fool I think I meant I love you now I said I don't care I wish I was just lonely instead You were right I'm lying here wishing you were with me hoping that you might be missing me cause I can't seem to fight it honey wish I could erase every part of you in me I think I might be missing you like you said I would I think I might have run away I'm the fool Yeah I'm the fool I think I meant I love you now I said I I don't care I wish I was just lonely instead I think I might be missing you like you said I would I think I might have run away I'm the fool Yeah I'm the fool I think I meant I love you now I said I don't care I wish I was just lonely instead I wish I could be lonely instead