shining - darkened - warming coldness i am, you are, in this mortal coil there is something inside you who always try to fight against me and something inside me who always want to deny you an animal of pseudo-consciousness i have become a light of truth is hiding inside my illicit darkness so many years of seemingly unending contradictions so many times i'd given up in battling this depression an animal with lack of self-esteem i have become always mean to keep these devils within my cavities