Keepsake - Passivity lyrics

I've let melancholy settle through my skin The daily cycle begins Self-deprecating I'm left decaying The fragile shell of thoughts remains within Why can't I justify the notion of being able to clear my mind Of all the thoughts you'd left with me That I'm too scared to hide I was alone Fracture my home That much i know Drag me down Burn your name into my tongue Allow what's passed to be undone My pain is my own There's nothing left and I'm still alone To give myself the lifе that you denied me Wеll I need to change Why can't I escape the dark The black floods in Consumes my thoughts And I am left to drown I've romanticized my cynicism in a way that I can't place So much time spent fearing what my future holds, but I know I won't change I need to fu*king change Force me to cross that point And let go of the past that binds me Step out of your shadows And find my own light It's time that I I escaped the dark Digging back through faded memories Just another thing I've lost Well the flood has levelled My thoughts my own I won't be shackled down I refuse to drown