Keenan Norwood - First Place lyrics

[Verse 1: Keenan Norwood] I been stressing out Smoking weed And drawing sketches No i haven't slept in weeks And i'm too caught up from the message Had too many times When i was living under pressure Had too many nights When i was thinking 'bout depression Fighting off these demons With my blessing as a weapon It's a crazy a** life But you gotta keep it stepping If i had a d**h wish That's a letter to my exes (hook) [Keenan Norwood & SIX-LA]: I been thinking to myself why i'm here in the first place [x4] [Verse 2: SIX-LA] First place First place I wish i could change And go so far So far away What do i fear It isn't clear It feels so weird I feel so weird I've been thinking to myself why i'm here in the first place I've been feeling like my fears might appear in the worse ways My head's spinning My eyes are rolling constantly It might be fatal I know there is no god with me Possibly find someone Get lost with me I need something All this pressure's costing me