Kazi - Heart Beats lyrics

Hook You ain't f**ing with my inner strength let alone my wordplay when my heart beats it cause sonic booms and earthquakes Lanie was a lovely little lady she loved school She walked through the park every day with her uncle But one day she's walking through the park and she falls down Lying in a bed of autumn leaves and she calls out He pulls her up off the floor asks what's up honey bun She says I don't feel right it hurts in my tummy tum Strong but she still cries mummy and her daddy's gone He puts her up on his shoulder Says you've got a little heavy since you've got a little older He takes her to the doctor thought he'd better be safe Started running tests but she been in there for three days Doctor walks out wicked face of a messenger Breaks to the uncle that fate had come to beckon her Radio and Chemo she lives for a year Without any treatment she dies in a month He can't breath his whole face is dripping in tears "This can't be happening she can't die like her mum" A year down the line she's holding on by a thread Between her uncle and the doctors she's probably dead He'd just hold her hand, read her stories, sit by her bed Only cry when she's asleep He'd do anything he could to keep her mind from her d**h The next few weeks they saw a sign of improvement Like the inner strength inside him was travelling through her Her eyes are getting brighter she's fighting the tumor Her life defied science d**h couldn't consume her There's nothing left to say but her story ain't finished yet She walks through the park kicking leaves with her inner strength Bridge Mirrah I am learning, I can change Calling out from cold and pain But now I'm back with inner strength My mind is kind, yet life has strains We can get lost but then found again Callum was the boy to blaze green in his bedroom So easily influenced he'd do what his friends do He never had a clue what this all would ascend to Years in the future he's chillin' with next crews "Coke's a nice buzz come bruv just take some You won't get addicted, you a dick or a brave one?" Peer pressure on a clear measure He snorts lines to appear clever His addiction has escalated His spirit's liquidating methylated His taking h**n his veins are aching He's a father now he's 28 n Can't afford food, can't afford the rent at home Can't afford his habit so he moves on to Methadone Poor me poor me but looks at his daughter She's playing with a needle crouched down in the corner He switches and ditches his last stash Says to himself "this is it man I can't lapse" Every time he looks at his daughter his heart cracks Gives the kid to his parents, battens down the hatches T.V, Tinned soup a bowl and mattress Four days in and his morals have back flipped Visions in his brain of a spoon and a matchstick The phone rings he could have sworn he was trippin' He's speaking to his daughter she adores him n miss him Says “daddy when you coming home for stories and kisses” He breaks down like “honey I'm all yours in a minute” He leaves a week later to go and get his queen back Life starts for him at 29 as a clean dad Hook x 3