Too drunk to sleep Too cold to dream But as I write these lines I still hear your lies You were never there To ease the pain You were never there More than to bring me down You were never there When I held my breath You were nveer there In my talks with d**h You sure did your best To plant the dirt Well I did my part But you never dropped that guard Well did you find relief When you skipped away Don't count me in Don't expect me to show up Don't expect me to attend At your funeral You woke my hate You changed my fate You choked my youth You despise the truth You live a lie It drags you down You woke my hate And where it takes me I don't know