A KATO Production I always find myself on some couch sparkin' purple And maybe watch a little TV with my car commercials A little coffee with my sugar rabid street When you cross, look first before the traffic speaks I trade cash for weed, plant the seeds, slit Jack for his beans And now the magic tree he used to have now belongs to me I do a lot of rhyming, so stop trying body mindless Taking Xanax I got barred out and forgot to find it I'm not the brightest when I'm high as sh** With a science to a scientist when he dies from it Made a dynamite stick and blew up his entire crib soon as we lighted it Ne-Never wake up to alarm clocks, I fall asleep to them Every time I leave my crib I swear I'm in a dream again Lucid walking through the darkness Vulnerable human carca** You just don't know what it's like to be this confused and heartless [Hook] Do you know What it's like To be alone When it's cold at night The door swings in the cold wind It was kicked open Talking to the culprits, this is what they told me Do you know What it's like To feel lost in familiar places Running down the hallway I can hear the walls breathe As the evening whispers it calms me I'm leaving more piss than water like an unflushed toilet By sunset you're gonna need a new microwave to put foil in Toilin' spoilin', I enjoy destroying sh** I'm poisonous The poison dripped on vocal cords and made my voice itch I deploy clips and spit words until my lips hurt You as gay as the introvert with pink hair that skips to work So help yourself like a sick nurse with a bomb chest With a contest to start doing what your mom says Too many people talk, it's like a cafeteria Without the chewed bites, food fights and bacteria f** a voice, I'll write a note and leave it here for ya So you can understand where I'm coming from, I'm serious It all started back when I was a soph*more New York to Texas, sh**ty grades I was taught wrong Must have been the teachers fault, she said I don't even belong They got it twisted like "My homework tried to eat my dog" My doctor said I'm a genius, but I didn't believe him I said I'm tired of breathing so I tried to leave him So if I die this evening due to suicidal feelings Don't ask me why 'cuz I don't got a reason Sometimes I feel this way, it's weird to say I fear my fate Clear my brain, it's weird to hear my spirit pray so I pretend my ears are fake [Hook]