Katie Costello - Fading Lately lyrics

I've been finding reasons To tell myself that I'm not really here or there much I've been making scrapbooks Of all the places I would like to go when I'm home And I've got ways to disappear And now I can't find my way out of here Am I really here? I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I've been playing dress up Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate I've been wearing gla**es To let myself see the blurry mess, that I've yet to relate with And I've got ways to disappear And now I can't find my way out of here Am I really here? I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I just need to watch some TV To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be I didn't use breadcrumbs and now I'm stuck in this place I left my compa** at home and now I can't find my way I just didn't, I just need, and now I can't find my way I don't know where I've been lately Everything has changed vaguely I don't know who I've been lately All I see is this place fading I don't know where I've been lately All I see is myself fading