Kat Von D. - Vanish lyrics

[Verse 1] Vanish in the world around me Leaving ash and bone My crown of thorns that shows no mercy But it's my own I grace these walls with all my failures What have I become? [Verse 2] I think it's time for my forgiveness Lick these wounds to heal I'm losing faith, the silent poison Pain I'd like to feel I know it's time Lay down, surrender Someone take control [Chorus 1] Cause I'm afraid to love Cause I'm afraid I'll leave I'm living with these lies That only I believe And I don't want to walk But I don't want to run Cause I'm afraid of failing In front of everyone [Verse 3] Hold me down and hurt my feelings I won't do the same I'll cry in silent disappointed Taking all the blame But darkest hour always finds me Pulling far away [Chorus 2] Cause I'm afraid to win Cause I don't wanna lose And I'm afraid of falling Under harsh review And I'm afraid to live And I'm too tired to try I hide behind these shadows Turn off all the lights [Verse 4] This never ending longing feeling Waiting to be loved I'm still believing in forever But it never comes [Chorus 3] I'm afraid to love Cause I'm afraid I'll leave I'm living with these lies That only I believe And I'm afraid to walk But I don't wanna run And I'm afraid of hurting Myself and everyone