Kat Sapphire or K.Wagner - d**h of Me lyrics

(Bridge 1) Every night alone, I watch myself die in my own dome, Every night high, But not enough to touch the sky. Every hour out there, But not enough for humans to bear. Every second I'll shine brighter, But not enough to ignite a fire. (Verse) Numb by the thoughts, Deaf by the screams, Blind by the rape scenes, Heartless by the breakings. Tasteless from the pains of things, Unknown to what happy brings, Something that I'll never know, Is that love, will give me hope. (Chorus) Objects and things are not the d**h of me, It does not hurt, cannot you see? Blow a hole in my head, But not enough to have me dead. Nothing but myself is the d**h of me, This does hurt, shall you never see, A dose of d** in my hand, and my mind has the plan. (Bridge 2) All day, everyday, God's rejecting me as I pray. All night, every night, I'm slowly loosing all my might, All the hour, and every hour, Do I need to write some dower? All the seconds counting on me, Hoping one day I'll be free. (Verse) Numb by the thoughts, Deaf by the screams, Blind by the rape scenes, Heartless by the breakings. Tasteless from the pains of things, Unknown to what happy brings, Something that I'll never know, Is that love, will give me hope. (Chorus) Objects and things are not the d**h of me, It does not hurt, cannot you see? Blow a hole in my head, But not enough to have me dead. Nothing but myself is the d**h of me, This does hurt, shall you never see, A dose of d** in my hand, and my mind has the plan. (Bride 3, or hook) Who would you blame sadness on? What causes the pain in me? When will it disappear? Where would this scene be? Why would all this happen? How could I have caused the d**h of me? (Chorus) Objects and things are not the d**h of me, It does not hurt, cannot you see? Blow a hole in my head, But not enough to have me dead. Nothing but myself is the d**h of me, This does hurt, shall you never see, A dose of d** in my hand, and my mind has the plan. (Last Bridge) Every night at home, A man avoids me from being alone. Every day sober, but not enough to get me over. Every hour normal, but things still seem a bit abnormal. Every second I feel depressed, Unexpected d**h is my next quest...