Kaos - Week 13 lyrics

Justice: When I stare at the ocean, I either feel insignificant Or like there's a party going on in this world and im sitting here missing it I stare at the horizon, and it tends to relax me Yeah, and I wonder if on the other side if there's a kid looking right back at me With the same self doubt, the same fear in his eyes With a voice that he can't project but he hears inside and he wants to believe But he's scared of the lies Yeah, I wanna send a message in a bottle, and tell him look up in the sky You might find what you're asking for, but till you look there you can't be sure Cause what you think is inconsequential, could turn out to be monumental Like a chance encounter, a sideways glance The brush of a shoulder at a 9th grade dance You gotta learn to appreciate the inner gift intertwining in each mistake you make And it, it's so certain to me, the only certain thing in life is uncertainty But if you fixate on what you're hating about you You tend to neglect all the greatness around you We don't have to envision this world like we're trapped in a prison We just gotta remember, the only fact thats a given, is you only ever get back what you give in Those are real wise words Coming from a man who don't understand he had the upperhand and he let it go Just cause the plan that he had never went a flow And everybody saying I got so much potential But i'm just scared to admit that thats it And what the f** do you know maybe what you saw wasn't even man to begin with And mean while, outside of rap My girlfriends suffering from depression And when she asks for my help man I can't deal with it So I tell her its nothing worth stressing I tell her that its all in her mind, that in due course you'll be fine And she has withdrawals all the time Thinks she's going nowhere and falling behind But the world won't feel sorry for her She's just another lost soul that wanna be heard But then she goes and blames everyone except herself And then turns around and expects my help So I tell her look..
You don't like your job then quit You wanna follow your dreams?
Then f**ing go find it If you don't like what they're selling don't buy it You might understand this if you weren't so close minded You're just waiting, for the world to change god forbid you have an early grave But look, hey, actually heard them say That nothing's ever promised tomorrow, today Ya know So we can even make believe, or believe we will make it So what they gonna say about us when we fall like leaves to the pavement She things i'm angry at her, but i'm frustrated at me Cause the sh** i'm saying to her, i'm really just saying to me It's so easy giving advice when you ain't the one living that life Kaos: She said it feels strange now Things just don't feel the same now Watch the catch fire now it fades out I guess we gotta give it away, give it away now At least the truths laid out.. now the space is all greyed out I used to know what to think when I looked at you Now there's a look on your face that I just can't make out Yo, I try to let bygon's be But the blame gets put right on me Trying to explain the situation I don't see Just tell me what it is you require from me Really i'm just trying to picture what's broken Such a simple notion Forget about the past move on with our lives And the lost term list is a token So tell me why is it so hard to conceed Give me an inch girl i'll be part of a team I don't know why you gotta hold me against it I ain't perfect so don't ever expect it You said I was a back post day to day But I know to grow you gotta make mistakes Like in order to grow you gotta make me pay Yo i'm getting kinda sick of playing games Tit for tat, trying to get that feeling back Then you wonder while they feeling laxed Because you went from us to you and me Wake up in a dream, to losing sleep So lend me your ear, cause I wanna say what you only wanna hear Anything to alleviate your fears And sweep away your tears How did this get so complicated, I didn't sign up for this I don't know who i'm supposed to be, I can't be f**ed with this Far cry from where we started, and now i'm stuck in this