Kanye West - I Wonder Freestyle lyrics

[Verse 1] Have you ever wondered where'd it all really went? Wondered if you'd ever, ever find your dreams? Wondered if you'd ever, ever find your dreams? Wondered if life had never been that it seems? Wondered if life is all about the high beams? The flashin' light, tryin' to get your money right And you be up all night, tryin' to stay fresh today Fresh like Mr. West and I'm proudly the best I been sold on to that guest Uh, the number one on the charts Why is that? Because I rap from the heart What I always did from the start How I always played my part Uh, they thought I was so crazy, I got a deal with Jay Z Now they got to pay me and they looked up lately I sold a million the first week 'Member when I just sold my first beat sh** can change and it never stayed the same Ma, I wonder, I wonder what it would be now What it would be now, you all standin' in the crowd Ten thousand, now they hate everythin' now Everythin' now Or every single I dropped now, I dropped now Tryin' do everythin' to keep sh** hot now And the media, they diss me, diss me They say I'm so f**in' evil Ayo, ayo, ayo, ayo, ayo, what the f** do he know? Cause I'm gonna say my, my sh** And I'm gonna talk my, my sh** And they can s** my, my, my, my I wonder why they talk so bad Have they ever had a artist that's so mad? And they will never realize what they have Somebody real in the industry If nobody's real, then I guess it's me And they, "Freedom," and it's not free Cause every time I talk freely they attack me They give me backlash, backlash, backlash Black, but they can kiss my a**, my a**, my a**, my a** I say, "Why ask? Why ask? Why?" Try but try, can they's fly? Now touch the sky, touch the sky, touch the sky And I wonder, baby, to can know what it means What we know And I wonder, baby, if you know what it means