Kandle - Not up to Me lyrics

Stuck in the old ways I can see that you're afraid Who are you trying to please? Weakness behind your eyes Find it hard to sympathize When you're everything I wanted to be I won't stand to see you fall I know you most of all And in this dark you'll never see But it's not up to me You can drown alone As if you were thrown And deny you're alive But if you get swept up with the tide You still haven't died And for now I'll stay Right by your side Is it really worth this, Claiming you are worthless? Who are you trying to be? Remember when your mood was fine? Now your joy's become a crime All your pain won't seem to leave But it's not up to me You can drown alone As if you would thrown And deny you're alive But if you get swept up with the tide You still haven't died And for now I'll stay Right by your side You claim that I am never there That I'm always unaware As I try to bring you back where you can breathe But it's not up to me You can drown alone As if you would thrown And deny you're alive But if you get swept up with the tide You still haven't died And for now I'll stay Right by your side