Kamchatka - I've Got to Learn lyrics

I've got to learn How to handle this I can't let it get to me like this Each and every time Nowhere to turn As it's all inside of me Refuse to realize though it's plain to see My downfall it'll bring Though I don't know any way I can fight it Or no way to protect myself from it I still loathe myself 'cause I once again let it Bring out these negative sides in me It rips away The ground below my feet And then hangs around to feast on my defeat Each and every time An easy prey Is simply what I am Slowly I've begun to understand My downfall it'll bring Though I don't know any way I can fight it Or no way to protect myself from it I still loathe myself 'cause I once again let it Bring out these negative sides in me