Kamaiyah - Therapy lyrics

No parenting Going crazy think I need therapy Who gon' really love me and be there for me? When it comes to money they don't care for me Apparently I need clarity Moments that I should I'm not cherishing Lost my brother that's just (???) Last of the real I'm the rarest breed The rarest breed This world's scaring me And one woman (???) Lost my brother feel like (???) But honestly I feel like he's preparing me Preparing me For legacies That I leave behind if I inherit it In these n***as eyes I see the jealousy Cause they see I'm here for longevity Prepared to leave I know that my mind's so gone Lost a lot of sh** so now I'm icy cold Love a lot of sh** but I don't like these hoes f** me over once can never right these wrongs So many things have come and broken me down But I smile through it all, my mouth's never (???) Ain't taking my smile No parenting Going crazy think I need therapy Who gon' really love me and be there for me? When it comes to money they don't care for me Apparently I need clarity Moments that I should I'm not cherishing Lost my brother that's just (???) Last of the real I'm the rarest breed The rarest breed Fatherless child, no father Wonder how he feels he has a bossed up daughter 4.0 grade average, was a scholar Could have been a lawyer, teacher or a doctor Was a baller, but I stopped hooping Mom's never came to my games I felt stupid I used to dance, was in love with the music That was my real dream, told myself I had to do it Follow my heart, put my (???) in my art Became the best me, my life's falling apart I lost my brother, lost part of my heart One year in the game tell me is it my star? Depressed as hell, stressed as hell Lost a lot of friends, they're oppressed as hell Why they all keep dogging me? When they all know (???)