Kaldur'el - Potion Pink lyrics

[INTRO] I don't make drug music I don't make love music This that pre-ascension to above music If you don't give a f** come and vibe to it Cuz in this mic I poured all my life fluid [HOOK] Pink fields looking so good Will i go home or will i run away Yeah yeah Pink fields make me feel good Will i go home or will i run away Yeah yeah Two white cups, sip slow High off a bowl while i lean low That potion pink got my speech slow Feel like i discovered life' s cheat code Two white cups, sip slow High off a bowl while i lean low That potion pink got my speech slow The name's Kal El in case you ain't know [VERSE 1] El, faded since february Brain cells, uh, leave 'em at the cemetery The same place where half my n***as dead and buried Their dying wish be that a n***a end up legendary Pressure's very scary, fear of disappointment d**h called asked me not to miss this appointment I still got doubts bout makin' it to twenty one So it's funny when they say my life has just begun I been insane, hear that voice all up in my brain Relive the pain while I'm starin out this windowpane Memories arcane, to visions that i can't contain But i can't complain, only thing i've ascertained Is i ain't the same, since my pops locked away Or since that fateful day when they chose to let it spray Could be my fate, could be my life's been preordained Or its a game, sh** I'm numb to it all the same Novocane, in the clouds i find my escape In a crowd yet somehow no one can relate Every statement we make, we just nod to it So much noise and complaints, how does God do it? Write a song to it, yeah I'm copin' Hear 'em applaud to it, then I'm smokin' The facade's putrid, drowned by this loud music Amidst my odd muses watch as the loud fuse it Roll another blunt, till the whole ounce's finished Sip that purple sh**, the same color of grimace But i prefer my drink when its of that lighter hue That easter pink panther, that majinn buu Thats all i do; my thoughts persists Reminisce bout a time that i gave a sh** I was five and i haven't had kool aid since The half blood prince, now all I do is .. this [HOOK] [VERSE 2] I pray to god but I'm haunted by satan Back when we were cramped in my homie's basement In his grandma's house, we got a plan thought out Moving bricks to fund college till our talents sprout Yeah i had my doubts, the n***a in the background Helped cook that white like we breaking bad now I knew i wasn't bout that life that they glorified sh** wasn't right witnessing my first homicide On my frank castle sh** cuz i been to hell f** a sand castle tryna conquer winterfell Doha n***as hatin, like i couldn't tell Always the lone wolf, so it's just as well n***as skyfall if i blew up like adele Got a n***a called the rap version of abel Shout outs to that n***a but i ain't that n***a I was that n***a, quick to pull that trigger Go figure, a stupid kid by far Is it hereditary to be behind bars Walking paradox, that ain't a newsflash Run away from my thoughts, I'm the new flash Move into a new town every other month Walkin thru the city all I hear is "who's that?" A nomad smokin yet another blunt I'm a ghost so my bags never too packed My only home is these pillars of smoke My eyes low, i see that glimmer of hope I'm always smilin' cuz i know life is a joke On a lonely island and i broke down the boat Think back to a time when i gave a sh** I was five, and i haven't had kool aid since Doc said i'll OD, and i prolly will I guess i'll finally know how tony feel [HOOK] [OUTRO] My potion's pink The f** you think? X2