[Verse 1:] In order to understand the ending, first you gotta start from the very beginning Of my story, I know it ain't all fame and glory But I lived it And with all the things that happened, I should be so hateful and unhappy But that ain't got a damn thing to do with you, so I ain't gotta put that weight on you [Pre-chorus:] And I can't understand how a man could look at his woman and wanna throw hands And I can't understand why they wanna wish d**h upon me, I'm still struggling And I can't understand why so many mommas gotta raise a man on their own Cause where I'm from this ain't the way God intended it to be done [Chorus:] Why do they always got me under attack Where they do that at Look at the sky asking God why so much pain on me How you gon take my love and don't give none back Where they do that at Where they do that at [Verse 2:] Lord knows, I did some things that I wasn't supposed to be doing But I had to, to keep on living What's yo excuse, I mean really Cause you wanna ride through the hood on twenty-fours Good woman at home but ya chasin video hoes Talkin bout how real you are, but ain't no real man Like my granddad n nem [Pre-chorus:] See you the kind of man that can look at his woman and wanna throw hands And I can't understand how they wanna wish d**h upon me, I'm still struggling And I can't understand why I got to raise my son on my own Cause where I'm from this ain't the way God intended it to be done [Bridge:] This might be to real for the radio But I still wanted you to know We ain't doin what we was put here for And I ain't sayin I'm perfect But what ya'll doin people don't deserve So girl grab your hand Girl look at your man If you understand what I'm saying