K-Lem - Crashing Down lyrics

[Verse 1: FR33STYLE] I couldn't imagine everything would come down on me But I guess in the end it all falls down, just ask Kanye It's inevitable once it starts to begin, the walls start closing in My head starts to spin as I'm thinking 'Oh, not this again!' When the world as I know it suddenly crashes down And no matter how hard I try, my troubles still follow me around The pounding in my head encloses me like surround sound Where your own parents don't trust you Your peers move too fast and rush you Leaving you feeling frustrated and crushed too Like they just brushed you off like the dust on their shoe 'Cause I'm feeling like Atlas carrying the weight of the world It's working me so hard that it upset me and I hurled Somehow I gotta stop this madness that became a sad mess I mean I know I'll have bad stress but I just wish I had less 'Cause I'm running out of patience to put up with these altercations I'm wanting to drown my sorrows And swallow whatever comes outta this bottle And wallow around until tonight becomes tomorrow But that thinking is hollow Some strength is what I need to be borrowing So I can take the lead and drop the following [Verse 2: K-Lem] You want that depressed sh** well here I go I'm just an emo with a little flow I'm emotional from head to toe If d**h came to get me I would happily go Ya boy got a messed up family I'm losin' my mind, true insanity I get abused it's mostly verbally But don't be surprised if I'm found hanging from a tree It's sad to say but no one's there I often wonder if anyone does really care My life is one big nightmare That's why I sit here with a blank stare Because stuff gets hard, don't know what to do Without a father figure, I haven't a clue My life is sad, something like a Jew Always down, yeah I'm feeling blue This is where my feelings end On this paper, written with this pen And you have the nerve to ask me why I'm down? Because, can't you see? On me the whole world is comin' down!