K-Hill - The Worst lyrics

[Dasan Ahanu] What is the worst? The drive that fuels my words or the hunger that fuels my determination? The hope that fills my songs or the pain that fills my people? The love that fades or the hate that grows? Who knows? Until a soul cry's out, the light dies out, or until the worst in me comes out My mouth [Verse One: K-Hill] Before the fat lady sing, you can find me in the studio, doin' my thing You can find me choppin' up beats or makin' 'em swing You can catch me on a mixtape droppin' some names Let's get one thing clear, this is real life This ain't TV and I ain't Taye Diggs I ain't underground, the hood's my A-Alike The church is my stompin' ground, my goal is to see the light Allow me to reintroduce my frustrations I got a few things to push up off of my chest A n***a flow so negative it's far from my best So henceforth's the birth, I created the worst Look, the last time I used the word "b**h" in a line Or "n***a" in a rhyme or, curse in a verse And you can quote me but I won't swear But truth be told, I never really went there An old soul though Fashioned like my style was boxed up in the thrift shop Twelve songs are my definition of hip hop And since Guilianni gave me a break I've been on the run like ?? my plot is to invade your space And take you to a place that you never ever seen Where people live a day at a time and never dream Where sincerity's rare and everything's a scheme Where you might find a reason why this caged bird sings It's the worst [Dasan Ahanu] These cats ain't really seen the worst of me The hottest of these lines, my God birth's in me With the wisdom of the woman who gave birth to me Proceeds in the woman who gave birth for me In hip hop who looked to found it's worth in me So don't act like you really know me personally Face me with lies I ain't concerned The last shall be first so now bare witness to the worst [Verse Two: K-Hill] Look And since Bush is re-elected I'mma go to sleep with a single eye open and a frame of mind closed Gotta be selective Got a legacy to build, gotta be protective Gotta drop a gem, consecutive But first I gotta speak what's on my mind, it's struggling Even if it get me blackballed, player I ain't afraid When I'm gone the world will know that Kevin Hill wasn't made Look I never been a "yes" man, never be a slave Never been a follower, just a blue collarer Head of a household, trying to get ahead Did shows in a mouse hole to keep my soul fed Now my name ring bells like it's 3:00 AM And all is well Will I bubble? Time will tell Will I flop or will I sell? Am I Heaven bound or trapped in this local Hell? And these so called promoter cats, y'all gets no trust I'mma start using y'all like y'all use us Put me in your little shows for next to no change Is about the same as using God's name in vain And if I never do another show in Raleigh I won't be pissed I won't be sorry, I won't be missed For droppin' this line I might get dissed But rest a**ured I'm no longer responsible for payin' your rent It's the worst [Dasan Ahanu] It's like I'm trapped inside a box Held by the minds of people and promoters who try to mislead you I didn't elect to be led By promoters asking me to tear shows down At the end they conservative with doe now Standing there looking at me like "Okay, you can go now." Wondering why I'm mad as I'm watching it go down Until the worst comes and I'm kicking the do' down [Verse Three: K-Hill] Look I said, Breaker, breaker, number nine I'm like KRS with a nickle plated nine On the cover of Criminal Minded It's a stick up Give it up, give it up, give it up! Look, look, look I came in the game way half past grown Made this battle rap my forte, my stepping stone Now a days I'd rather leave it alone I'd rather speak with a tone That's similar to preachers reading a psalm And my few fans they tell me that I'm deep when I'm calm But they love me when I blow spots with 48 bars Or blood, sweat and tears and emotional scars but Still persevere to overcome the odds and I was raised to be a problem solver As the world turns like a chamber in a revolver If the meek shall inherit the Earth You better cherish your worth And if you're listening than witness the worst Of K-Hill [Dasan Ahanu] One man's worst is The definition of what his worth is At the bottom of his patience is the strength to overcome At the end of his anger is the truth in his pain That's why no man can ever find his 'worst' the same So if you're willing to dig through the fear in your heart Then your kin can put to paper, what would eat you apart It's being revealed People's impressions is what's keeping it sealed It's so easy to fool people stuck on keeping it real Put your faith to the test And the last shall be first To see a man's best Witness him at his worst