K. Hanson - Suiside Note lyrics

[Hook:] Can you hear me? Is someone there? Am I losing my mind? ...am I losing my mind? Am I all alone? Won't you rescue me? Talking to myself Staring at you [Verse 1:] Listen close, this is the last thing I'll ever write 'Cause tonight is the last night of my life d**h is victory and the taste is sweet All it takes is some pills and a good night sleep And then no more pain, no more rain No more taking this razor-blade to my veins I'm so depressed that I feel it in my chest And my stress comes out through my heavy breath I'm really sorry that you never got to say bye Just think of all the times that you got to say hi Think of all the laughter and the great times I only wrote this because I wanna waste time Soon as I put down this pen it'll be the end I just wanna say thank you to my friends And to my girlfriend I love you baby But this f**ed up world finally drove me crazy [Hook] [Verse 2:] Life is hard, I'm taking the easy way out That's why I gotta jot down what I wanna say now You might think this is a joke... nope I can't decide whether pills the .45 or a rope Either way I gotta go, I've lived my life Life vs. me and I'm too tired to fight So I'll give in, that's it no more livin' Everyone who played I just want you to listen I love you all, mom thanks for everything Without you I wouldn't have seen anything Everyone else, I love you too If the reason's true then you probably knew To my baby, you almost got me through But this bitter life became too tough to chew This is it, goodbye I'm doin' it now Everything I've ever earned I'ma ruin it now [Hook]