K. Hanson - No Reason lyrics

[Verse 1:] Ever since I was young I've been looking for a reason To live life, but lately, I just wanna quit breathin' I lay awake at night contemplating leavin' The thought of d**h crosses my mind, it's appeasin' Think I'll put the nine to my throat and start squeezin' The trigger, jump outta bed and I start screamin' Reach for the blade, cut my wrist apart bleedin' Panic attackin' in the corner it's been a harsh evenin' Get on my knees and pray to the one you call God But no luck, probably just another facade That's some people's reason and I find it odd Doin everything all in the name of a fraud I hate to say that cause part of me believes That he hears me every time I say I wanna leave But he sure as hell doesn't make it easier to breathe Or take away the cuts underneath my sleeve [Hook: YOU+ME] Circles and cycles and seasons For everything there's always reason But it's never good Never turns out as it should [Verse 2:] I can't even find a bleak reason to keep breathin' The whole worlds targeting me and it's heat seekin' No rest for the wicked, so I'm never sweet sleepin' My pillows filled with nightmares, there's no sweet dreamin' So I'mma co*k it back, still one in the chamber Savin' me from torment, this gun is a savior I can taste it on my tongue, it's the flavor Of victory, no more pain I'm done with the razor You can hear it co*k back, I can feel it tremble Shakin' can't even hold it straight on my temple Thinking bout how every one was so judgemental Now I'm bout to go and be judged by the devil Gently squeeze the trigger as it leads in A bullet to the back of my brain blown to pieces Body laying on the bed, rest in piece b**h All because I could never find a goddamn reason [Hook]