K. Flay - Messing with my Head lyrics

Watch the ceiling fan make shadows on the wall My life is like a cancelled series, plotlines all have stalled Enveloped by a shell of endless lethargy and doom Population one in my excuse for a bedroom No longer sure that i can make it, or if i even want To try my luck again at this bullsh** that we call love No longer sure that i can take it, or if i ever will Cause lower than the ocean floor is where i'm living still Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades How you just seemed to fill in all the blanks When i pushed you pulled, you always made me feel so beautiful Is it the way your hand fit into mine Told me you'd hold me til the end of time I'm just lost at sea without you next to me So f** you and everything you said It was all lies, messin with my head Going through the motions but i don't feel a thing Waiting for the weightlessness that wakefulness can't bring Taste you on my tongue, the pressure of your fingertips Remembering just how you traced the outlines of my ribs Don't wanna keep looking behind me or reenact the past But it's hard because my heart's just a potato that's been mashed Don't want to keep hoping you'll find me and make this all untrue Right now lying in my bed all the day's the best that i can do Is it the way you touched my shoulder blades How you just seemed to fill in all the blanks When i pushed you pulled, you always made me feel so beautiful Is it the way your hand fit into mine Told me you'd hold me til the end of time I'm just lost at sea without you next to me So f** you and everything you said It was all lies, messin with my head