K.A.A.N. - With Care lyrics

[Verse 1] I have decided, give into the violence I'm doing this sh*t til I'm pushing up daisies, roses and violets I'm out the asylum but tell 'em I'm whylin' Isolated in my garden I was gifted with the knowledge I ain't do it for the dollars Lord knows that I really be making deposits Outta the box, I don't fit the composites Calculated with the way that I move Motivated, correlate with the groove I'm a lost man but I'm breaking the room I'm the Lochness living in the lagoon ni**a tapped in, let my lyrics consume I'm a mad man that's got nothing to lose But something to prove but just to myself Not no one else, I don't need help I don't need titles, the fame or the wealth And the way that I'm spitting [?] It's a matter of time [?] I can see what I want and I know what I felt when I was at the bottom, feeling like I'm failed Up in the air, off of the rails I need a moment so I can exhale, eh It feel good I feel like I'm back Why the fu*k is you back when you never left [Chorus] Only wanna know the plan now Looking like the whole sh*t panned out Step [?] I'ma stand out Get it on my own, they was never giving handouts I remember when they used to laugh at me 100k, I made 'em look back at me b*tch it's looking like it panned out Step [?], I'm a motherfu*king stand out Told 'em I would never change I wanna work and I wanna maintain This sh*t is [?] particular to me My technical talent is making a movie The regular vision is better than ever b*tch I am the king, call me Nebuchadnezzar I'm killing them slow and they call me [?] It's back to the drawing board with [?] [?] steady improving I do not fu*k with illusions No I don't think it's amusing I got a purpose so all of the reason I do this ni**as are clueless, subject [?] you running and shoeless Said that you moving so my ni**a prove it What is you doing? How is you winning, I see that you losing Foot on the gas, ni**a I'm zooming How is you last, ni**a you cruising I am a self motivated, over preparation, yes I'm planning every step yes Living, hibernating, running out of patience, I'm competing with myself yes Back straining when I battle my demons, having tenacity helps, bless That's it and that's all No I ain't out here competing with none of these ni**as It's still fu*k 'em all [Chorus] Only wanna know the plan now Looking like the whole sh*t panned out Step [?] I'ma stand out Get it on my own, they was never giving handouts I remember when they used to laugh at me 100k, I made 'em look back at me b*tch it's looking like it panned out Step [?], I'm a motherfu*king stand out