K.A.A.N. - Illumination lyrics

[Verse 1: Kaan] Stop wondering how I do it I am the dopest, I thought that you knew this And I never fabricate I'd rather concentrate Writing these records till my fingers blister The picture I'm painting The vivid description The vision, lyricism, n***as I written I rose on the rapper You'll never surpa** it The phoenix that flew With the truth of the ma**es I'm a get inside of you Mother f**er regurgitated People lookin at me like you really want it elevated Never hesitated Take my brain out while I meditated I was highly medicated Send your reservation For another [?] You could try to keep up with the pace If you blew me in the cypher with n***as, I'm out of place I murder an instrumental, turn it into fragments Spittin the fast raps a mother f**ing distraction I cultivate a different sound that I would give em Just a little mother f**er that was coming out of Maryland Captivate them with lyrics I guarantee I embarra** them And take them on a ride Make sure they feeling the vibe My flow is really alive And you was lookin surprised At the way this mother f**er would make a rhythm collide It was difficult depending on the way that I say it And what a n***a displaying, I bet I make a statement I was could up on a vision of giving Cause I was reliving Now give me your f**ing minute So people can feel this sentence I k** em with kinaesthetics While keepin it copacetic But n***as are prototypical People fake as prosthetics And I'll probably never get it I swear to God that I'm honest The definition of truthful, the proof is in my composure Plus I got a couple mother f**ing bodies in the closet With a new noose hanging from the center, [?] I was alone for a while as a child I would live inside my isolation My self preservation's amazing On several occasions I can't do a somber conclusion That lies in illusion Confusing, the way that I view it Is darker than you and yo kids So keepin it simple By giving you maximum size of info I pray I'm forgivin for sins before I go Never been the same See I been a n***a [?] that you would never forget And you was quick to expect This mother f**er to talk about some ignorance A diamond color chain, it's a pain when the colors change When it's glistenin So now I got you motherf**ers listenin Positionin, [?] with my intentions of interjectin If I ever make it then realism is in effect I give an intermission the vision for what you lack And it's actual f**ing content Don't you have a conscience [?] and you was speaking that non sense sh** that I provided was similar to an antidote My educated guess is impressin And I'm proffesin That I was given the prominence Complements of the most high [?] Make em with a bow tie What is a material, I'm ready for the afterlife I got it in with destiny, my ridiculous appetite I eat, and mother f**er, you probably wouldn't believe it The beat is leakin a liter when ever that n***a is speakin I said that my sh**'s egregious, the legacy I was leaving I'm feeling it from my sanity [?] on my inhibition You know that I'm abusin I wouldn't ever retrieve it You know that I could proceed ya Got the existential feeling they want it from the beginning I try to make it apparent They wanna focus up on appearance And what a n***a was wearing Apparent never your being That mother f**ers were giving And I was living to die I wanted to make a masterpiece I'm walking like a [?] departed from fantasies I'm feeling like a mental patient, my life is insanity They put me on a pill to differentiate a fantasy from actual reality Self esteem is a casualty I'm acting so erratically Imagining a life I know that I could never lead And I'm encompa**ing everything that you should never be Cause you fell in love with the [?] While ignoring the message The undertone of the reckoning is really reactionary It varies upon the words and the people that I would say it too Defending you To try and free your mind is what I'm finna do My vision wasn't miniscule And when you at the bottom is when the person'll ridicule I pray it never gets to you I promise if you keep it cool And stay composed and everything you do Will have a better view But that's if your intentions were honest from the beginning When you do it for the love and you never receive a penny And people just see the product and follow [?] Automatically a**ume that your money is on boom And find the product [?] And I get the crucifixion, resurrecting on the seventh day I need a f**ing witness They could document it and show you I was legendary Represented like a God repentance is necessary [Outro] Lord! f** with it I'll just talk a bunch of random sh**, I don't give a f** (laughs) Abstract Art, download that sh** if you haven't yet It's not out now, while we're recording this It's gonna be out by the time we're done recording (laughs) What the f**? I don't give a f** n***a's say, nah n***as say whatever on records, f** it And p.s. Shout the f** out to Illyland, beats dope my n***a Good sh**