K.A.A.N. - Antidope lyrics

[Intro] Lately I haven't been sleeping I'm terrified that I'm falling off I've been secluded ashamed that I've lost it forgiving myself is done the test Now I'm revising the vision Slow down the rhythm Its easy to listen but f** your opinion I've heard it before I'm a force to be reckon with wreck that resonate Running like Ricky right into the alley Allow me to make the proper introduction I [Hook x5] I couldn't stop if I tried I couldn't stop if I tried Boy that don't lie I couldn't stop if I tried [Verse 1] I See that n***a working with intentions to get it when I speak it into existence and I make it into reality now bounce Don't feel the energy I'm in a meager mode and needed more that what I've been given and lemme talk I ain't never been repetitive I beat up the cadence I can't believe these these motherf**ers got nerve This sh**s absurd Boy you should watch and observe Pay attention you could learn I think its crazy They told me about life All the sh** I should love All the things I should like Even what I should do but its just for materials Nothing that's gonna solve all my problems See I still be lonely searching for acceptance My random repentance is past do I'm indebted and high been that and been back Don't relax just relapse on releasing verses that kept you attentive Taking you time to dissect every sentence I document daily with devious dialogue This time ain't different I definitely am with no misinterpretation tell em bring the base in My sh** never basic Some might say abrasive Overbearing baritone with a chip on my shoulder I carry that Sacrificing I feeling like Makavelli See I want the rose and then go herringbone Cause apparently you the reason that's your own Not the life that you dedicated toward the art I put ten thousand hours inside of the craft Lawd [Hook x7] My sh** the illest I bring it back and then k** it I bring it back and then k** it [Verse 2] I'm Back in this b**h with an attitude I need the recognition I'm not given These talent-less artist are all over hyped My foresight is in tact I'm correct my intent is to take what I want but I leave no remains The main objective I suggest that you practice Prepare for the pa**ion The slaughter like behind the martyrs whose moral compa** misconstrued for the rhetoric Take my time Tried to terrorize I tell of traumatizing tell of trepidation fails And I cannot excel The hatred I expel is exponential very detrimental In a sense what I was but this time has pa**ed Now I'm power hungry hurry hustle harder I done hold onto faith I have yet to obtain I'm a terrible tyrant this tower is terrific Hit you with the symbolic synonym Put the venom in Sweetened sugar is in enemy is want another round As I expend the mood and dispend that's expendature That's in a couple of minutes I've been accustomed to k**ing Every track that I speak on I lead you back to the promise land as I demand the manor I operate is immaculate My imagination has made me very uneasy I want the antidote to cope with something that I can believe I achieve the amount of success Acquiring inner peace but in abundance Something that's soothing in silence the pain I cannot continue to feel mentally drained I respond on my theory when I know you're ready And I know you're ready [Outro] I'm working hard to obtain I'm working hard to obtain And I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now Need this sh** now, Lawd I'm working hard to obtain I'm working hard to obtain And I need this sh** now I'm working hard to obtain I'm working hard to obtain And I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now I'm working hard but I need this sh** now Need this sh** now, Lawd