k** Ii This - Mourning Sickness lyrics

Sinking sand swirling at my throat, venom floats, my memories overdose As a child a split reality, licking my wounds from playground brutality Symptoms show, feeling comatose, lost control, still my cancer grows Abandon hope, all emotions starve, on tightened skin, my message is carved - my message is carved Health of mind, like sparkling gold - Colourblind and yet I'm sold Fertile breed - Spewing like a superbulimic Release the torment, unleash my demons, mix emotions like blood, sweat and semen Regurgitate my holy grail, s** and swallow my Molotov co*ktail Repressed poison now finding its release, my life loses yet one more piece Internal clues now twisting into form, dragged through the mill, like a ragdoll into thorns - ragdoll into thorns I Reject It All - I Reject It All - I Reject It All - I Reject It - I Reject It - I Reject It All Overwhelming, raging self-loathing, s**ing at my soul like a starving leech Swallow then vomit, swallow then spew, it's my frame of mind, my favourite view