Justin Whitesel - This Disease lyrics

Now I'm lost on a road that has no ending Like a puppet on a string These voices in my head, deafening But is it possible to focus? Surpa** this atrophy? Trapped inside my life not meant for me Coursing it's way through my veins Now it's spreading It's taking over me But it wasn't meant to be I want to hold onto regret And never let it go How could I possibly forget? Or let me feelings show The closer it gets The more this disease is slowly becoming apart of me Cross, an infection from the start From the synapse to the heart Between heaven and hell, wandering A nervous symptom of my nervous system A feeling that I barely recognize How could you tell me you can see it in my eyes? Well not this time... Well not this time I want to hold onto regret And never let it go How could I possibly forget? Or let me feelings show The closer it gets The more this disease is slowly becoming apart of me