Justin Bonitz - Towing Me Down lyrics

Having been underwater I felt the quiet and heard myself for the first time I didn't have much to say And the lack of words was enough to help me set things right The raft and rope that you left me was not enough And no surprise I couldn't make things float -Too much to handle And it made me numb and stole a part that I could never get back Inside these walls, I've done you wrong If I went back, I would change nothing at all Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down And I know it's bad, 'cause I'm okay with drowning I don't believe in mistakes But when I saw your were not there, it was the first time I didn't have much to say But soon enough, the roof had caved And how that rain came down! You were never there for me And all else abandoned me No one lent a hand to me No shoulder to cry No one to rely on Inside these walls, I've done you wrong If I went back, I would change nothing at all Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down And I know it's bad, 'cause I'm okay with drowning You loved me and left me to fall alone And I can't hold this edge no more I know you will never return to me One last time, I close my eyes and drift away I heard in dreams, you can be sane So I'll wait for you here in my sleep Deep in my head, where I know you'll always be Inside these walls, I've done you wrong If I went back, I would change nothing at all Your love is an anchor, and it's towing me down And I know it's bad, 'cause I'm okay with drowning