JusticePiles - Suicide Note lyrics

[Verse 1] I pick up the pen or was it pencil I don't know I tried rapping I can't flow Tried moving on from her but all I pull is ugly hoes Feels like I'm trapped inside my box I even went again with rox All I feel like doing is taking Ti Joe's 45 caliber And this song is not because I'm mad at her Its everything Not one thing Nobody knows my whole story except for one person But she's gone I'm justice screw Sean Story's so long you would swear its a Harry potter book My thoughts trust me you don't wanna take a look My parents don't know Crew doesn't know She doesn't know Its cause I got the fake smile and don't let it show If my little bro heard this he would prolly think I'm emo Moving to fast like a cheat code I won't k** myself that's selfish you know But best believe if I die please read this note Because well you never know [Chorus] This Is my suicide note x4 You can read it Throw it Or discard it x4 [Verse 2] People asking why am I depressed All everyone does is think less And you know what I'll admit it I'm an angry guy Cause females lie And friendships die And nobody believes or respects me Well maybe if I was to go through with this you would see They will only pay attention to me If I d I e I just wanna be important and or appreciated Not made fun of and hated Not that unspoken token who's heartbroken Mom wants me up Dad wants me to bulk up All these skinny girls that want me throw up I like seeing squad happy as they turn up Putting down the AK I wonder if she'll ever hit me back up Notice something There's nothing from me not one thing I don't know anything I do for myself All I do is help All I do is listen All I feel is hurt All I do is miss is her All I do is urn All it does is burn These feelings aren't remote Please read my suicide note [Chorus x2]