Just Went Black - To Twist And To Bleed lyrics

It's more than this heart can bear. light up the dim rooms where i rot. Where have i gone? these eyes have seen too much. enough to bleed from Inside out. go back. back down. never let these thoughts harm me again. And i beg. please understand this. just one more time. and i'll try to be The red in your life. did you never see or realize. understanding you as The acting part in a time of standstill in my life. maybe the burden that You had to bear was way too heavy. a way to escape. twisting between the Condition of compa**ion and a burning hate against myself. and i am twisting. And twisting. and twisting. with dirty hands covering my eyes. hasting down The wrong path while suppurating and bleeding to mark the way back home. I'll never overcome this vice that seems to me like the only emotion that My heart is willing to give. that my body is willing to feel