Just Went Black - A Dead Mans Trail lyrics

i follow the trail of a dead man taking on a difficult legacy where is my place in life? your plans would be the end of me! who am i supposed to be? what do you want to see in me? who are you to judge anyway? when you mislead me anytime! one day, some day i will be free from all your sins one day, some day i will be free turn my head around take a look at what's behind me bury the pain, get you out of my head in a world full of excuses you grasp at straws even though you know that there is no place here for you not here, not now, it never was cover up my very existence i'm done! I'm gone! never saw myself in your life. never! kicked down, pushed around a frightened boy that's deaf and blind no words of wisdom, no helping hands it's just sit and wait so i reach out my begging hands walls around, walls inside my head i chose a life of dead-end ways and it's still sit and wait i'm obsessed with your ideas of a strong man deaf and blind reveal your intentions mislead me into nowhere!