Just-N - Reverse Psychology lyrics

[Verse 1]: Lately I stay off of Drugs cuz I'm chasin' funds Too Stuck on work to have some fun, i'll be the one I'll never give you what you want, this is my dream I ain't poppin' pills cuz I ain't a fiend just ain't my thing I've been working overtime, takin' care of business Everyday work on my rhymes man, f** the business f** the politics cuz you know I stand for freedom Been a mental slave, and lately got to free em' Ya'll sick in the mind, I think you need infirmaries Every bit of criticism, Nah that ain't hurting me Take It with a grain of salt, kick it to the asphalt If I don't grind enough my man, Heh that's the a** fault Never ever asked for this, all the unwanted voices Pick my brain apart and look at all my choices I could write, I could smoke, I could shoot some dope I could fight, I could choke, I could lose my hope But now I sit in front of you, checkin' out my frontal view Trying to find an Equal mind, but that only comes in few Like trying to find your crew at Bonnaroo, f** is you? The Current time is genocide, now they pull a gun on you But it's like this every day, I think I can't stand it Come on man, pop these perks this is how I planned it Pop It like a Reddinbaucher, take it to the head man Tell me how you really feel, let it all shed man [Verse 2]: I could pop these pills, make it all disappear Give into my will, let you all see the fear I could smoke this weed, give you what you need I could k** myself, and every ache can leave Sometimes I want to die, sometimes I want to drink I could just get high, and never ever think I just want to shine, in a world full of shade Always on my grind, but I'm just a slave Curled up in a ball, laying on the pavement I just want it all, I just want some payment I'm dying from it all, I wither from the hatred I think I lost my call, it's buried in the basement I'm up in my feelings, I can't stand the hurt My eyes fixed on the ceiling, my hearts about to burst Everything I said, Is Switching in reverse As I become the real me, I'm scared it will get worse [Hook]: Repeat 2x I could pop E's fit in with the G's Pourin' out this lean, Destroy the inner me Losing energy, I'm living with this curse Hanging by a string, my psychology's reversed [Verse 3]: Just a lost soul, I'm trapped up in this purgatory Raping my mind, I like to call it statutory Need a level plane, I'm falling off the axis Doing back flips, on a needle bed mattress Can't find piece, in the barrel of a piece My moral's on a leash, as I'm fen to just release Searchin' for a priest, think I need an exorcism Demons bought the lease, now it's feeling like a prison They bout to break me down and lock me up Treat me like a clown and try to box me up I think i'm giving in cuz the sin's too strong I'm worried no more about the rights or wrongs [Hook]: Repeat 2x