Just Matthew - Prototype lyrics

[Intro: Just Matthew] Yeah Preachin' (Now) I feel your presence Yeah [Verse 1: Just Matthew] Ever since a young child I been afraid of heights When I'm in doubt I just pray and fight That putting in long days and even longer nights that Pursuing this rap career is going to pay off with no guarantees 'Cause I ain't perfect man I'm just the prototype Ain't that somethin'? There's going to be more of me where that came from Now ain't that somethin'? I can take the low blows all the criticism All the malfunctions and defects Give me all of your burdens 'Cause for not one time thinking about resettin' [Pre­Chorus: Just Matthew] The worst mistakes are the best blessin's Lowest and the highest are the best sections Sink or swim 'Cause if you only treadin' water you ain't going places My childhood friends can't relate to that Even most of my family can't relate to that I ain't trying to put them on blast I just want to let society know what's up with me My words ain't got to rhyme so you could see I ain't perfect man I'm just the prototype Trial and error it's all good 'Cause its the messiness that only gets it right That process if I had no stress In regards to this I would've quit by now, so [Chorus: Just Matthew] Be with me now I feel your presence You be my covers Distant protection (yeah) Be with me now (oh yeah) How am I destined? I need an answer For all of my questions [Verse 2: Just Matthew] I didn't even loan this beat Just copped it off YouTube so I could show my heat Yo the internet is my playground Got the whole world in my pocket Wave to my Grandma when I'm on stage now Just to show her that I got us This my life I ain't goin' back (oh yeah) I didn't want it but it chose me so I'm (yeah, yeah, yeah) I'm livin' this life (this my life) And I love it yeah I ain't goin' back, uh Yeah, yo this my life Ever since I changed my life I been savin' grace (yeah) Boy eatin' good off that dinner plate (preachin') One day Ashley Olsen next Mary Kate Anxiety having me twisted up it got my heartbeat sounding like an 808 I'm like [Pre­Chorus: Just Matthew] The worst mistakes are the best blessin's Lowest and the highest are the best sections Sink or swim 'Cause if you only treadin' water you ain't going places My childhood friends can't relate to that Even most of my family can't relate to that I ain't trying to put them on blast I just want to let society know what's up with me My words ain't got to rhyme so you could see I ain't perfect man I'm just the prototype Trial and error it's all good 'Cause its the messiness that only gets it right That process if I had no stress In regards to this I would've quit by now, so [Chorus: Just Matthew] Be with me now I feel your presence You be my covers Distant protection (yeah) Be with me now (oh yeah) How am I destined? I need an answer For all of my questions Be with me now (oh yeah) I feel your presence