Searching for the smell of d**h Feel it in my bones Searching for a head to take Hunting all alone Raping, k**ing, torture, excites my soul Want to see the other side Wear the face of fear Want to feel my heart explode Evil is near I will be one of them Can it be Hatred will bury me Misery Swimming in pools of blood All around I am with the dead On the ground Searching for the winds of d**h Scorching me inside Years of violent servitude Ends in suicide Now I finally met Those I couldn't see Hear the screams of pain Now it's time to die.