Jumpsteady - In The Last Second lyrics

... scoreboard first! *gun co*ks, fires* Explosion, holes blown in my chest Like Speakers People screaming louder than some queers I've been the victim of some untimely set Trippin' peeps in the streets By-standers, children and women Are watchin me fall Blood sprayin on the ground Must be bust up As visions of my life begin to gather round Heart pumpin and a body of stone is what I feel Now a prison of internal bleeding full of steel Let's keep it really real, I'm hoping I'ma make it This is the only life I got and I be damned if you gon take it Feelin' colder than the polar ice caps See my boy's frozen face of horror as he reacts Why did they pop me, was it all over bank? Because my lungs burnin like Haley's Comet inside a holding tank Who am I? What is life? Did I respect it? So many questions floatin on in the last second In the last second of life Pain is slippin away What if this happenened to you or your boy today? How would you feel? In the last second of life I don't wanna die up in this muthaf**ker tonight In the last second of life Pain is slippin away What if this happenened to you or your boy today? How would you feel? In the last second of life I don't wanna die up in this muthaf**ker tonight Memories are playin my mind like dienetics Havin visions of emergency surgery, anesthetic Respirators and IV and these All around me, beside me Man this all reminds me Of how so many others met their end and disappeared There's an evil darkness droppin down, flowin, coming near Like the approach of a Halocaust Bringin the final end, trying to make my own fibers Soon I'll be dead Who's gonna care for my family if I die? Will I spend better time if I recover from the flat line? Will I become another part of the streets? Another body riddled with bullets Underneath a white sheet With bloodstains, I can't explain the pain Like butcher knives falling from the sky Instead of rain Who am I? What is life? Did I respect it? So many questions floatin on in the last second In the last second of life Pain is slippin away What if this happenened to you or your boy today? How would you feel? In the last second of life I don't wanna die up in this muthaf**ker tonight In the last second of life Pain is slippin away What if this happenened to you or your boy today? How would you feel? In the last second of life I don't wanna die up in this muthaf**ker tonight My vision fades to black, My body started shaking Like a basehead hyped up on a 30 sack Hearing the toll of the eternity bell As I feel a dimension door open straight from hell Shadows appear, come right up out the ground Accompanied with red eyes and slitherin sounds Tryin to take me down Where there is no rest Where the damned live in firepits and hooks in they flesh That ain't my type of party, That ain't no Shrangri-La But with a crippled body I'm not making it far Life is almost gone as I feel claws rake my back Preachers start to grab hold Man this sh** is helly whack And will I see tomorrow is all I'm thinking now I pray as I hear my boy telling me to hold on I see that life is turnin, think I have a chance As we reach the hospital, I died up in the ambulance *phone ringing* C'mon, c'mon *machine picks up* This is Ross and I'm not chillin in the hizzle for rizzle my shizzle, the fellas drop a message, girls drop your drawers and I'll see ya around like a donut *beep* Ross Baker, this is your landlord. I'm a little concerned. I haven't heard from you in a while and I've been tryin to get a hold of you all week and uhh *machine again* Hahahaha...Caught ya with that one scrotum scruffer....Haha leave a message *beep* Look Ross! I've been tryin to get a hold of you. I haven't seen your rent in months, what is goin on?! *machine a third time* Hahahaha, you f**kin corn, gotcha twice with that one bubbleback, peace! *beep* You f**kin..!