Written by Julia Fordham I confess, there's a chance I cannot fake it any longer I admit, this could be it There's a danger I'm going under I know that yesterday You saw me stronger than the sun Then one cold word from you And swiftly I've come undone And your love's k**ing me slowly k**ing me one day at a time k**ing me slowly It's the sweetest suicide It's the sweetest suicide k**ing me slowly Your firm hand on the door My brave little foot keeping it open My whole self on the line There's a danger I might get broken Slip your pill under my tongue And willingly I succumb Cup my heart in your palm And squeeze it 'til the red stuff runs And your love's k**ing me slowly k**ing me one day at a time k**ing me slowly It's the sweetest suicide It's the sweetest suicide k**ing me slowly For a moment there You know I almost fooled myself Into thinking I was in control of how I felt Striving towards salvation Clutching my last drop of dignity Go on take the pillow Smother me, smother me And your love's k**ing me slowly k**ing me one day at a time k**ing me slowly It's the sweetest suicide It's the sweetest suicide