Julia Botelho - I Need Shelter lyrics

I sit on the swing and I attempt to fly I look into the Sky and allow myself to cry Crying feels so good, better then it should I'm washing my fears away Breaking into tears feels just like a scape there's nothing but me, myself and the Sky And the wind gently touches me Like you haven't in a while Even when you're close, you seem far away So why is it that when you're gone I wish you would stay I'm trapped in feeling of nostalgia from 20 years ago Back then you seemed to love me Right now you never show Back then I felt you loved me Now I don't really know I wish you'd love me and showed me you do Stayed with me but not just because you have to Want you to need me like I need you Want to be good enough for you All those years that I've wasted Trying to be someone else that you're proud of In the end you discarded me 'cause I'm not part of your dreams Even when you're close, you seem far away So why is it that when you're gone I wish you would stay I'm trapped in feeling of nostalgia from 20 years ago Back then you seemed to love me Right now you never show Back then I felt you loved me Now I don't really know You say that you're proud of me But I know that you're not Pretend to accept me 'cause I'm not all that you've got I wish you? d give me shelter Not crocodile tears Although you know that I need you You never want me near Even when you're close, you seem far away Even when you're close, you seem far away Back then you seemed to love me Right now you never show Back then I felt you loved me Now I don't really know I sit on the swing and I attempt to fly I look into the Sky and allow myself to cry Crying feels so good, better then it should I'm washing my fears away