I'll always hate you For the way You never understood Even if you tried Even if you could You'll never know the same The way it really feels I'll have to show the world I'm hiding all my fears Acting like a bad a** Making up for what I had Let's go out and drink some booze My tattoo says, "I'm Born to Lose" Beating kids, having fun With a knife or a gun Show them all how big I am Slam another tall boy can I'll show the world how cool I am Pretending that I'm hard Because I can't face who I am It left me in a bind When you went away I tried to call my friends But they said I'm not the same So now I've got to show The world just how I feel Go under any low To raise my self appeal Since the day you left I threw away my self-respect Blame the world for what you did All the bullsh** that I had Shave my head Smoking crack Drawing foremost heart attack Beat a gun out from a who*e See you at the liquor store I'll show the world who cool I am It's not too hard to understand That I'm blaming the world For what happened to me Maybe a bullet in my head Will make me see