Judith Espinoza Camacho - These Broken Hands of Mine lyrics

I dug a hole into your mind and hid the key to my heart. Hoping nothing and no one could tear us apart. But sometimes "you and I" are just lies and then it's back to just me again. You promised to treat me like a queen,so why do I feel like the queens j**els fallen from her crown? Why did you put your magic spell on me with all your flips and tricks, because truth be told that wand in your pocket had all five fingers wrapped around it. Captivating me with "I love yous" and those promises of forever,but maybe I'm just stupid to think we'd ever be together. Maybe I'm the only one who actually believed that the ignored little step sister could ever be your cinderella, or that your kiss would wake me from the bitter nightmare of being without you like snow white. Maybe they call it fairy "tales" for a reason. I never thought I would be a victim of these broken heart clinches,baring my soul into a poem just for you. Letting my thoughts be naked on the page exposed in ink and words trying not to write your name but the temptation blinds me like head lights. Visions of your arms around me held so tight they felt like home and baby I'm homesick. Nostalgic for your touch the winds softest breeze could feel like your palms molding my hand in your artwork. The hurt leaves a tattoo with your name glistening in the light that once shined in your eyes. My tears cloud my eyes because there just can't be a sunshine smile on my face,when the loneliness strikes me like lighting. You've moved on but I'm stuck in past drowning in our memories. My love,my life guard,rescue me from the truth that crackles at me every time I turn around. You're gone. You say you'll never be far away. But you aren't close enough to put your chest on my chest and feel our heart beats in unison. Were no longer us. So for now I'll just piece back together these broken hands of mine,and stare at them because they are the same hands that will never hold yours again.