Judith De Los Santos - Homesick Insomniac lyrics

I lay awake alone Just let yourself in 'cause my door is always open for you Keep me warm while the night takes over the sky And patiently wait for the sun to rise 'Cause I'm so afraid to sleep I'm so afraid to sleep alone Why haven't you come? Why aren't you here? I need you so much it hurts to breathe I lay awake alone Blindly calling out for comfort to come help me get along alone 'Cause I'm so afraid to sleep Without you laying next to me And each time I turn I shed a tear Wish my bed would hug me just the way you hug me dear It's no use trying to replace Your sweet caressing essence or your tender embrace And each time I turn I curse my bed I worry that I'll never ever see the sun again Night's too long, you're too far way Now I'll just have to lay awake alone Damn sun why won't you rise? 'Cause I'm so afraid to sleep Without you protecting me And I feel so out of place Surrendering to sleep next to somebody else