Judie Tzuke - Never Mine lyrics

There's a cloud above my head I can't see it but I feel it's raining on me And my reasons to stay here, they're excuses I'm just scared of making changes There's a shadow owning me And it keeps on following wherever I lead And it's hiding behind me And there's no one else knows these scars still go so deep Shaking off the river looking for the ocean mouth And the waves that knock me down just as easily can lead me out Never mind that I'm losing my voice Never mind that silence is my weapon of choice All these words I tidied away safe for another day Tied in knots I'll use them again They were never mine They were never mine Oh, the anchors and the chains The battles and the bruises Or the sinners and the saints The winners and the losers Who rules, who say's? Underneath the surface A stain, a tattoo And it serves as armour When I'm shielding my heart from the truth Never mind that I'm losing my voice Never mind that silence is my weapon of choice All these words I tidied away safe for another day Tied in knots I'll use them again They were never mine All these words I tidied away safe for another day Tied in knots I'll use them again They were never mine They were never mine