Jubilee - I Don't Have An Excuse, I Just Need A Little Help lyrics

Don't know where we're going Forgot where I came from Idle eyes, compromise Over, out, and done But believe when you hear of my dying It's from seeing what that curtain's been hiding But put me in my will, me in my will And leave not a thing for you, my friend Does anyone else here Fear what we've become? It might be wise To shield your eyes From the sun of perdition But believe when you hear of my dying It's from seeing what that curtain's been hiding But put me in my will, me in my will And leave not a thing for you, my friend Check the receipts For the friends you buy You don't get no refund 'Cause you bought your own lies Ain't it strange how you find it surprising When your regard starts declining? And the hole that ya still Scream can't be filled Couldn't be any more boring Better to b**h and moan until you're gray Than to burn out and fade away I want off, stop the ride Thank you, good bye